have a funny habit of making you feel
like you’re either on top of the world,
or under it.
Beau Taplin || the hours between.
Let’s not pretend like you’re alone tonight. I know he’s there and you’re probably hanging out and making eyes, while across the room, he stares. I’ll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance, and she’ll say yes because these words were never easier for me to say or her to second guess. But I guess that I can live without you but without you I’ll be miserable at best
Godspeed (via va-jayjay)
In the dark of the night I can hear you calling my name. With the hardest of hearts, I still feel full of pain. So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if your ever around, even though it was me who drove us right into the ground. See the time we shared it was precious to me. But all the while I was dreaming of revelry. Gonna run baby run like a stream down a mountainside. With the wind in my back I wont ever even bat an eye. Just know it was you all along that had a hold of my heart. But the demon in me was a best friend from the start.
And that’s when you no it’s over, when memories becomes the most important thing you cherish. When you start deleting pictures, messages, and numbers. Staring at your ceiling becomes a nightly routine because you can’t fall asleep and getting out of bed is the hardest. You do anything not to feel anymore, not to feel empty. You want to feel like you have a purpose. You do anything to get away from your mind before it eats you alive. You do anything to just feel something. Finding the courage to keep going on in life. You’re either everything to me or nothing at all.#goodbyefriend